I'm kind of afraid.
In 1 week my nephew starts kindergarten.
That means I'm out of a job.
My sister wants to become a personal consultant, and I want to sell my art. A marriage of the two talents will hopefully turn into something beneficial to us both.
But before that... Before I am a household name and make $100,000 per painting... (Ok, I'd settle for like $300, but I'm dreaming big, ok?) I'm really not sure what to do.
I need some sort of filler job before my art actually becomes lucrative enough to support me all on its own.
What if...
What if there aren't any jobs?
What if I can't GET a job?
I worry sometimes.
I don't really need much at this point to support myself. I still live with my parents, so food and shelter is paid for. All I really need is to pay for my phone and the 2 kids I sponsor.
But will I be able to? Most of the time I am pretty optimistic... it will all work out, I am sure.
Yet that little nagging thought in the back of my mind won't let go...
What if?
I have the same fears over whether or not I will find a job when I graduate from college. Silly of me to worry over something that is 1 1/2 to 2 years away, but I do. I'm sure something will open up for you. At least your expenses are really low. :)
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